howdydo, it’s 9:54am on a Wednesday! (.. i tend to always start like this, wannabe radio dj. only kidding) First time skipping college and only because Wednesdays are in my words, lousy hahaha. Missing my class photoshoot & 2 hours of lousy lab, which.. brings me to tumblr when i should actually be listening to Sarah (“make your day productiiive!”) After a few weeks of being an utter pessimist and always allowing myself to feel down in the dumps, i’ve finally plucked up the courage to leave everything to God and just depend on Him. It’s kinda exhausting constantly being worried or upset, always searching for something to look forward to and then being disappointed when things don’t work out. I think, the trick is: don’t let expectations ruin you. Safe to say i’ve forgotten how to appreciate the simple, small joys that come by. “Just be happy, because everyone loves you like that.” Who knew words from Joey could actually change my perspective of things. Realized i’ve been such a pain to be with, being a stormcloud and all, raining on everyone’s parade (oh lololol). So here’s to project happy! College has been.. pretty good actually. When Pei Yii’s in a good mood and the weather isn’t 36 celcius, when i actually did my homework the night before, when there are good laughy conversations even for merely 3 minutes and i’ve learnt something during the past 24 hours, it’s a good day. :) Thanking God for the inspiring people in my everyday life, people who drop in a random text to see how i’m doing, interesting people who keep me guessing, people who encourage me to go the extra mile (i love my math lecturer), my classmates/friends who accept me as the mean bitch i am (HAHA) & for the person who never fails to get my eyes rolling at every lame joke that comes out. So thankful!